Things I forget to tell you.

1. My career comes first. I will do everything to get into med school. Even if it means giving you up.
2. But then again, I don't want to lose you, at this moment.
3. I want you to be happy. Comfortable with me. Honest with me. Tell me everything that bugs you, even if it is about me.
4. I much rather have a Jim Sturgess, Michael Gurfi, or Georgy Clooney. But you’re not too bad yourself :)

5. I'm scared to death with commitment. I will never cheat on you and stuff like that. But deep down inside, I'm still a crazy singleton.

6. The only time I ever lied to you these past 3 months was when I said first thing I would do when I get to NYC is to hang out with my friends. Actually, if I arrive in the US, the first person I want to see is you and the first thing I want to do is to spend some quality time with you.

7. Please, tell me when I start talking or rambling too much. That’s only because I want to tell you everything that goes on with me.

8. You are the first guy I'm this involved with.

9. I rejected dozens of invites to watch that movie, because I only like to watch it with you.

10. I hate hate hate awkwardness.

11. I'm supposed to be doing my homework right now. Not writing this note for you.

12. I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you, even if I say “I will kick you” all the time.

13. I want you to do what you want to do, not for me. For yourself. Just like I'd do the same.

14. This relationship isn't going to be as smoothly as you think. I'm the worst girlfriend anyone can have, but I'll learn.

15. I may want to date other guys, eventually. But let’s not talk about this for now.

16. If you ever think something is wrong with me, and don't feel comfortable asking me, just get me drunk, actually, tipsy. Don’t get me drunk, it will get physical, lol.

17. I can't do long-distance relationships. It’s killing me. But there is always a thing called trying.

18. When I'm angry, it is school, stress or alcohol talking. Don’t make me upset you, or don’t upset me. Just don’t give up ;)

19. I’m tired of phone calls, text messages, gchat, facebook, stuff like that. I just don't like seeing your face and hearing your voice on the other side of the screen / phone. I’d rather be next to you.

20. I don't do anniversaries. I will remember the date, but I won’t do anything about it.

21. I have a surprise for you. You’ll have to wait until your birthday to find out

22. My favorite thing about you is your goofy smile when you dance.

23. I don’t like PDA because it's sexier when no one is watching us.

24. I don't mind friends knowing about us.
25. Remember our priorities. Everyone and everything else first. Then us.
26. I will write things like this and post them on my blog, whether you like it or not. It’s my blog, I will do whatever the hell I want with it.
27. If I'm angry at you, don't worry. I WILL tell you. The good thing is that I can never be angry with you that often.
28. We can compromise. I'm not expecting much from this relationship, but you have to be honest with me.
29. I don't know how long this relationship will last.
 
30. I'm scared to hell right now because ...