Christmas 2009 - Christmas 2011

6 years of friendship, a few months of more than friendship, and 2 years of broken heart, I can't believe I have the courage to face you again, or to sit close behind you on your motorcycle, lean on your shoulder and feel your warmth.

And feel nothing more than just caring deeply for each other.

Many years have gone by and you're still able to make me laugh, and forget about everything that upsets me. You know my favorite restaurant, my favorite café, and know exactly how to order my dessert and coffee. You know my favorite spot where I like to watch the city lights and enjoy the comfortable silence between us. You know how I like to walk in the rain, and realize when I get cold even if I try to deny it. You just know, a lot, about me and how to make me happy, the simplest type of happiness.

I realize that we still avoid the other places that we used to go - our first date, our first kiss - all the places that filled up with memories. Memories of a time we had together.


I have missed you, and the way I feel when I'm with you.

You: "Why did we break up, again?"
Me: "Sweetie, we never did begin anything."

Yet, the loneliest moment when I have no one by my side, you're here for me.

Thanks for giving me a place to come home to, mi amor. 

Thanks for holding my hand whenever I need someone to hold on to, and to complain about life