This week has been great thus far. The sun has been shining and everything feels a bit lighter than in weeks past. Having spring break really helps me to catch up on sleep, and on things that I have fallen behind, like physics lectures.
I always feel rushed. The moment I sit down to breathe, guilt over what is not being done settles in. Has anyone else been here before? When I do school work, a nagging feeling that I should be finishing organizing and scheduling that event for my sorority creeps in. Finally, when I begin to start planning these events, I thought of how I could be studying. And have I been taking the time to hang out with my friends (it's my senior year after all), or am I too busy with planning and scheduling the future to live in the moment? And so it goes. The whole thing is exhausting and vicious, really.
My priorities need to be redrafted and refined, which may mean letting a few things go. But I already thought that I have let go of many things this year. It was the number one priority thing on my new year resolution list: to let go.
Well, I guess for now I should just enjoy spring break. The weather in Rochester is extremely bipolar. It felt like spring for the past few days, up until this morning when I walked to school. Then out of the sudden, it was like a snow storm in the middle of winter. Regardless, I'm enjoying myself by going out for dinner with friends, playing video games and having movies marathon, and catching up on physics.
A few days more and NYC here I come for more fun :)
To be updated.