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There are times when I have to use all my strength to hold back the desire to pick up the phone and call you, to hear your voice saying my name, making stupid comments and whining how I don’t care enough for you.

There are times when I go out with friends, and avoid certain places because those are the places that full of memories of you. The fancy restaurants, the cute little coffee shops or the quiet corners of the city, whenever I pass them, I feel a sharp pain in my heart.

I told myself I would get over you like how I did with many other guys. My friends told me that I deserved better and I should just let you go. I hung on the fact that we would still be best friends.

Yet, I give myself a time limit, to get rid of all the hopes that I have in you. 4 more days, and I will let go of all the memories, all the hopes, all the feelings I have for you that still linger in my mind and my heart. 4 more days …

[az]

[22.06.2010 - After 4 glasses of Cosmopolitan and 3 tequila shots]